Most people are married.I am 43 never been.?

I look around at some of the horrible people who get married and I think'How? how do you not look for reasons to not come home to that?I stand alone in front of the campfire and think 'I may as well make freinds with lonelyness'. I am good looking,damn it, and funny too.Then I the the ugliest most obnoxiouse individual ever and they are happily married with grandkids by now.